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... MY PERSONAL SYMBOL AND IDENTITY TO NEVER BE AFRAID, TO SPEAK UP AND SAY WHATS ON MY MIND AND CHALLENGE THE THEORY OF WHAT REAL ART AND MUSIC IS. MY DREAM IS TO CHANGE MUSIC AND THE WORLD FOREVER.GROWIN UP I WAS VERY SHY AS A KID AND WAS LOOKING FOR A WAY TO CHANNEL MY ANGER AND FRUSTRATION. I WAS BULLIED IN SCHOOL AND FOUND MYSELF DESPERATE AND DEPRESSED WITH NO CONFIDENCE. I WAS LOST AND WAS LOOKING FOR A WAY TO FIGHT BACK.THEN SUDDENLY MY GOAL FOUND ME.IT BEGAN WHEN I FIRST HEARD NASTRADAMOUS BY NAS BY ACCIDENT OUT OF SOMEONES BOOKBAG BECAUSE THEY HAD FORGOT TO TURN THERE CD PLAYER OFF AND CARELESSLY  THREW IT ON THERE DESK.I HAD PUT MY EAR TO THEIR BAG AND I WAS HOOKED, THE WAY AN EMCEE VENTS HIS HOPES AND DREAMS AND ANGER IN SUCH A WAY OF LETTING OUT HIS INNER MOST THOUGHTS AND NOT BEING AFRAID OF WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT ASTONISHED ME.IT WAS A POWER THAT I WANTED TO CONTROL. I THEN SORT OUT TO FIND MY OWN VOICE. OVER THE YEARS I HAD GONE THREW MANY WRITING STYLES AND DIFFERENT FLOWS  NOT KNOWING WHAT NAME TO GIVE MYSELF. I FOUND THAT I NEEDED WORK AND STILL HAD YET TO CROWN MYSELF WITH A NEW IDENTITY. I ALSO WAS TRYING TO CONQUER A FEAR OF MINE ...CROWDS OF PEOPLE. I WANTED NOTHING MORE THEN TO ENTERTAIN BUT EVERY TIME MY FEAR OVERCAME ME AND MY PERFORMANCES WERE SHIT. LEFT STUCK WITH NOTHING AND FACED WITH DEFEAT WHILE SITTING ALONE IN A DARK ROOM WITH SILENCE IN EVERY DIRECTION I STUMBLED UPON A NAME THAT SUDDENLY SET ME FREE AND THE FLOOD GATES OPENED WITH SOUNDS, PICTURES, LYRICS AND IDEAS RUSHING THREW MY HEAD.SUDDENLY THE DARKENED ROOM LIT UP AS IF THE SUN CAME IN AND I WAS UNAFRAID.

THE SHY FELLOW... MY TRUTH, MY CONFIDENCE THAT I WAS SEARCHING FOR AND MY VEHICLE TO VENT THREW. I HAD FOUND THE AMMO I WAS LOOKING FOR.THREW EACH SONG AND EACH MUSIC VIDEO I MAKE I GAIN A LITTLE BIT OF STRENGTH BACK EVERYTIME. WITH THIS NAME I REFUSE TO BARGAIN, BACKDOWN OR GIVE UP BECAUSE I BELIEVE WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING IN WHAT I AM DOING...WHICH IS YOU ASK....TO BE AS CREATIVE AS I CAN TO ACCOMPLISH AND LIVE MY DREAMS.